Now

Stagnation. That sums up the feeling I have right now. I don't have a plan. I have ideas but what is that worth? I am bothered. I am tired. I don't seem to have the answers and frankly neither does anyone else. It seems these days I get scolded from both sides of the road. I am what I am and that needs to be my driving force. Nothing else. I do find myself confused from time to time but I'm not sure who is manipulating who for what end. Do I fall back to the ideas I had last season? Do I explore new ideas? Do I hold out waiting for fate to intervene? I sigh, and I wait...for now.